I find myself staring vacantly at legs,
probably for long enough to be noticed,
and I feel like I'll throw up
every time I cough,
which is often.
I'm back in Missouri,
I blew snot all over my shirt,
I'm drunk on warm vodka,
it's humid as hell.
I'm untouchable, goddammit.
I'm bored, don't come near me.
I'm having a great time on an empty heart.